Welcome home little blues! Happy Tuesday - I hope that the new moon/solar eclipse last night treated you well! New moons are perfect for new beginnings! It's the perfect time to remove any and all relationships, opportunities, and energy blockages that no longer serve you. It's also a perfect time to create and find new goals, and manifestations.
Recently, I've let go of a couple of relationships for the sake of my own growth. It was hard to do, but I've been able to find my way through the self-love journey. I'm finally taking the time to be able to spend my time on things that are more productive and motivating to me.
I was watching a Tik Tok the other day - yes, you read that correctly, and the guy was giving a motivational pep talk. He said, "rather than coming home to spend your time doing meaningless activities like watching tv for countless hours on end, find things that promote self-growth." It resonated with me and I started to fill my time with more meaningful, beneficial things for myself. An example is that I have bought a book for myself on the 7 laws of the universe, which is definitely helping me find my true path and become my higher self.
I have a hectic life between the scenes, yet, I manage to get by due to time management. It's always something I've been good at, but, a common ascension symptom is not being in touch with the concept of time we revolve around. One hour will seem like 5 minutes, or it can seem like 3 hours depending upon how fast you advance in your own practice and spiritual journey. Thus, on any given day I operate with two planners and several reminders to certain times of the day in an effort to make sure that I am staying as productive as possible.
Time is something too many people waste, and devalue. The people who don't have any wish for it, and the people who have it don't appreciate it. Though this can be said about pretty much anything.
One of the major life lessons I've dealt with that allows me to have this mindset is grief. It's a universal lesson, but if you know me you know my story, and understand why I act as if tomorrow isn't guaranteed - because it's not, and I've learned that firsthand at a young age. For those that don't, One day you'll find out. (It's a big tear jerker)
I'll leave you with three pieces of advice that I've picked up on during the first of my many spiritual awakenings:
There will be people that enter your life unable to appreciate you or your time. Don't take it personally, but keep in mind if they waste your time once with zero remorse they will do it again, part of the human ego is selfish in nature, we will always put ourselves first. It's important to find where this applies within you so you know how much narcissism you truly possess.
Take the time to invest in yourself - nobody will love or value you more than yourself. Yes, people will wish ill of you, and they will get jealous - pay them no mind, not everybody will be proud of you because if you're taking time for yourself it removes them from the equation. The idea of rejection brings out the worst in people. You deserve to love yourself and see yourself how others see you. Love yourself and prioritize yourself first.
Nobody talks about the journey of enjoying time with yourself. It's a journey, it will be hard before it gets fun. Until you learn to love every piece of yourself, you will feel lonelier than ever by yourself. If you've got yourself you're never lonely. Allow yourself to be ok with just yourself. Allow yourself to be ok knowing you don't know everything. Not all of your thoughts or perceptions of yourself are true, and you might have to change this about yourself. It's hard, but if I did it you can do it.
Merry meet and merry part, and merry meet again. Until Next time little blues!
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